KONTRAST.

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http://monitoredliving.tumblr.com/

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KONTRASTPROGRAMM.

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http://vomitusmentis.blogspot.com/
http://monitoredliving.tumblr.com/

close to the end

2011-02-28T15:10:00.001+01:00

self altered h&m necklace

2011-02-10T15:35:00.001+01:00

last (?) pictures of fw

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via mai with anna

via louisa+nam with mai

on my way to party

2011-01-21T16:32:00.002+01:00

the sweater is pretty awesome, it keeps me warm all the time so i tend to wear it over my club outifts.

"scampiiii?!"

2011-01-19T18:46:00.001+01:00

mens sweater scarf h&m creepers underground tote bag a-lab milano
with mai ♥

Change can be a reason itself.

2011-01-16T20:35:00.001+01:00

and yes, I DO plan to leave the house like this

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like it's getting spring

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shirtdress kik socks grandma shoes noname scarf self altered h&m

also got a new sweater/dress

is someone else as excited as I am?

2011-01-06T15:10:00.000+01:00

bring mir den horizont

2010-12-27T23:47:00.000+01:00

new mens cardigan from H&M, a grift from my dear karl ♥
also, my new scarf. actually, scarves. i sewed two scarves together and now, it's length is twice as long as i am tall.

anywho manuella coat

2010-12-14T00:00:00.000+01:00

Some of you may remember my good old winter cape.
Now guess what? It gets even too cold for Ol' Reliable.
It's time I get my search for a new, warm, long, cozy wintercoat started and if I had the money ( hey. it's christmas soon and I still need to get all gifts together !) I would SO love to get one of the coats the girls of anywho designed.

And I know, they get posted on nearly every blog these days and I'm really sorry you've got to see them again here, but I can't deny something good.
I really really like the 'Manuella' coat.

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winter 0.1

2010-11-30T15:45:00.005+01:00

i took this video the other day on the way to my friend's place.
it's not really, that i'm into all that christmas related decorations - i'm usually not even in the mood for it till it's over - but i do love to look at all those 'normal' light installations. when the whole city is covered in those tiny little lights (at night) it's one of the most beautiful things i've ever seen.

on a bit more unrelated note: it's getting freakin' cold over here these days so i began to get my hands on some nice warm basic things like long-sleeves, thermo leggings (let's see how long i can put off wearing real pants this year) and such.
one of the things i was looking for was a new cardigan. i once owned the perfect one from h&m but i managed to lose it some months ago and since then i was on a desperate hunt for a new one. sometimes i would even buy one but always end up returning it. now i finally settled for one from zara, though it's not 'perfect'. well, it's the closest it can get.

what i got myself, too (though it doesn't even has sleeves. but let's ignore that.) is this awesome vest. worn over my new long-sleeve like dress, it keeps my torso really warm. you saw it already in my earlier post.

changes 0.1

2010-11-30T06:40:00.004+01:00

i've developed some habits over the years. E.g. i constantly forget things at my friend's places. this time it's my camera and it's still at inga's. she does not know that though since it's currently 5.30 in the morning and she's asleep. i just arrived at my (locked) door and am waiting for my father to get up and open the door. but because I got nothing else to do, i am pre-writing this on my cellphone, hitting the light switch now and then. (still somewhat afraid of the dark) so. i decided, that this blog has to head into a different direction or it doesn't make any sense to keep it. but I am not willing to let go of my baby yet.

that said, i feel a lot better, though i guess i should at least give you guys a heads up and tell you that this will become a lot more personal and surely a bit more random than before and you should really consider if you still want to follow my blog and cope with all that. if you don't, feel free to unfollow me. no hard feelings.

perfection part x

2010-11-07T19:20:00.001+01:00

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slowly getting back to updating regularly

2010-11-03T13:27:00.000+01:00

went to buy some things.
well, actually return a dress but since i couldn't get my money back i got some jewellery.
and those fox tails. they aren't the best ones but they were cheap (0.95€ !) and i somehow don't like real fur.
( i even got two in black and attached one to my cellphone. tihihi.)
don't know why, sometimes i get a bit pissed when i see people with real fur but i don't when i see real leather.
my mind is strange, i know. i don't understand me either, but i'm working on it.

late night thoughts

2010-11-03T02:37:00.001+01:00

sometimes, it 'shocks' (more like surprise but i miss the right word right now) me when i notice, that there are still 'kids' out there, getting into vk NOW.
some day i have to really realize that it wasn't a phase thing at the same time for everyone and that everyone got out of it long ago.
well, not everyone, but you get the point.

i loved that time and all my friends did, too but i don't now anyone anymore that's still into it, except for the music maybe.

and then i see pictures of 'kids' (the most of them are kids but we all know those creepy 30ish people on cons, right?) looking like we did back in the day, when we stil haven't got the hang of it and posing like we did. man, those were really emberassing pictures and they probably are still online and i wish nobody important ever sees them again, or something but when it comes down to it, i would stand behind what i did. because that still is my life i'm living and i wouldn't want to change anything.

sometimes i wish back those times.

i bet i'm not the only one out there thinking like that about their old 'scene'.

berlin press days my ass

2010-10-29T15:56:00.002+02:00

somehow i wasn't in the mood anymore to visit more pr agencies after the first one which invited me by mail so ari and i ended up eating vietnamese food and drinking wine at her place.

shirt noname drop crotch pants c&a shoes underground

later we met up with rico and inga for sage club.

and surprise !we're getting a marimekko shop !

Autumn/Winter 2010 Collection h.NAOTO

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wonderful ppl !

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met miss awesome 1 and miss awesome 2 today ♥ marija and alex who is here on a visit.

miss alex

aren't we great? wore nearly the same things without knowing

pictures made by alex/marija/me

winter's ahead

2010-10-14T01:53:00.000+02:00

had to wear my winter cape yesterday for the first time this year. it's really getting cold.

cape canda shirt skirt bag H&M shoes noname

something different

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and hey - i am still alive !

it has the length of a dress

things i would want

2010-10-01T14:32:00.001+02:00

ok.
things i DO want. but don't have the money for. ugh. now i am sad.

sienna knitted cardigan 19.90 EUR | ebba blazer 39.90 EUR

kelsi dress 24.90 EUR | windy trousers 34.90 EUR

marika dress 24.90 EUR

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last day of work

2010-09-25T18:50:00.001+02:00

my main priority while work was always to be comfortable, regardless of how it looked. so that's why i haven't posted much recently.

these two are really simple but i love esp the second one. easy peasy.

and yep, i kind of know only one pose.

i'll take you with me

2010-09-19T12:46:00.001+02:00

i know you can't see the details. it's the light's and my camera's fault. sucks.
( this post is just for the sake of blogging anyway)
i will just put an awesome video in this post, too so noone can complain. ain't i fucking genius?!

'cause we all know, my name is dorothy

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the video. this happens when i am at work and there are now customers. i get bored pretty easily.

more than a preview and inspiration

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not the best picture. :(
it was dark when i arrived and the flash light of my camera sucks big time. and the extra thick leggins make my legs even bigger than they already are haha whatever, as long as it's warm.

some guys at a party later were flashed by me not wearing black.
(i want to change the dress abit, make it a bit more balloon-ish)

and this is ms inspiration. ms eri.

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just a coincidence

2010-09-10T02:00:00.002+02:00

i am actually thinking about shortening the coat

trenchcoat noname pants hat h&m shoes anarchic

on a side note - music

2010-09-10T01:35:00.000+02:00

don't you just love his hair?
and his style, ofcourse. i don't need to mention THAT.

his voice will be forever the most beautiful one i ever heard. please listen to the song at the end of this entry. though you (as i) may not understand a single word but his voice is just so.. i can't put it in words. (and yukke's base line is just great, too!)

all pictures via livejournal

dots all over - preview

2010-09-08T23:22:00.002+02:00

got rid already of the clothes in my last entry. it just wasn't me and it never will, that's for sure. got some other things today which i see a bright future for in my wardrobe, esp paired with some special shoes ♥ and a very great bag from london. :)
when i get time to wear it, i will show you the inspiration aswell.

when i come to think of it, maybe i'll do a whole post of inspiration about one special blogger, very soon. just with her postings, she made me realize a bit more who i want to be someday. at least style-wise.

completly different

2010-09-05T19:03:00.001+02:00

sorry it got so quiet around here. bet that won't change for some time.

tried something different last week and like it pretty much.. got tired of black, i guess but not completly, there is hope haha

vest blouse scarf H&M bag shoes primark

something to remember summer

2010-08-25T22:53:00.001+02:00

louisa (♥) and i at weekday opening party back in july

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beige - light

2010-08-20T17:26:00.000+02:00

i guess you all know very well that i am more of the .. 'black' type of girl..
but when my eyes fell on this picture, i just fell in love with the outfit.
not that i would feel comfortable in it, but i do think it is really pretty.

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show me your real attitude for once

2010-08-18T03:11:00.002+02:00

met up with mimi today. ♥

vest noname scarf diy shirt H&M bag fashion week shoes the office

blah blah blah - SERIOUS QUESTION !

2010-08-16T05:00:00.001+02:00

do you ever get confused?
about styles i mean. sure, there are people who sport more than one style..

thing is, i don't want my blog to be different day to day but to go into one direction only, style-wise.
that's my problem. there is this ideal i have in my head. how i want my style to be one day and then comes something that is just so.. great that i am willing to abandon my ideal. but i never know if my affection for this other style will be for longer or just a week and then i get tired of it. i never know.

so i always keep myself in this little box, surrounded by my ideal. and i'll never know.
the day i decide to just dress from day to day will be the dead for this blog, i bet. though i am not too active these days, either. sorry about that. i don't see the point in getting dressed up really. i still need to look for internships and part-time jobs but i have none right now so i don't have many reasons to leave the house since i don't have a train ticket, either. can't do anything. so all i do is watching tv shows, drinking tea or reading some murakami. which isn't that bad at all.

anyways, still main question: do you know this dilemma?

plus: i can't even afford to have different styles. i don't have the money OR the space haha

well that's it for now, i guess. never wrote that much at once for this blog. never wanted it to be too personal and focused on inspiration.

make me drunk every day, every week till i wake up again

2010-08-08T15:30:00.001+02:00

my actual intention in the second picture was to show you how 'big' those pants are irl but i failed because i can't do the splits haha
+ the colour is so fucked up. did the best i could, sorry

hat blouse H&M pants diy bag vintage shoes noname

do-it-myself

2010-08-04T00:43:00.001+02:00

this time i present to you what happens when i get sick of just making scetches of my ideas and actually have enough fabric to sew something.
now i only need more black fabric to make the other ones as well.

it got many crooked stitchings but that's always how my stuff ends when i am in a hurry. and it took me only two hours and nobody will ever have a close look at the stitches so who cares.

i am thinking about sewing some black (no red fabric anymore) bags onto it. what do you guys think?

i'm a classic, like a litte black dress

2010-08-03T03:25:00.001+02:00

guess we'll just skip every 'missing' post about fw and london and just go on 'till the 'now'.

to that i present you: myself. today. the little black smurf.

shirt colosseum pants H&M shoes underground belt primark

i actually thought about getting this shirt ! i liked the detail that it was longer in the back than in the front but since i can easily sew that one myself in a better fabric, i decided against it. plus: it would be just another plain black shirt in my collection of plain black shirts so who cares.

london 006

2010-07-31T15:19:00.001+02:00

i'm just gonna post a quick entry about a friend of mine: marija.
it was so cute, how she told me it feels like a great compliment that i wanted to take her picture for my blog.

i love that shirt !

london 005

2010-07-30T15:54:00.000+02:00

as you can see, i really fell for these pants.
i wore something different at times, indeed but i don't like the pictures we took so i will skip them. one day i wore three different outfits because it got really warm in the afternoon and we had to change outfits and then went out to a club later..

i will post about what i bought when i am done with the outfit posts. plus: i realized that i still have some posts on my to-do-list about fw but i am simply too lazy to do them. sorry.

shirt bag primark pants C&A shoes noname scarf worn as.. something diy

+ no anonymus comments anymore. sorry. can't be bothered.

london 004

2010-07-29T23:20:00.005+02:00

i'll just skip a day with the london outfits. you know that situation where i dislike an outfit you were just wearing some days ago? i hate it. or i suddenly start to dislike the outfit i am wearing but can't do anything about it.

so i will just show you this little outfit that's not really different from the first one but i'll do it anyways.

shirt shoes H&M pants C&A bag primark

julia with her awesome new topshop pants ! wanted them too but were sold out in my size..

and i SO want her shoes !

btw am i thinking about selling some shoes i bought in london. but we lost the receipt so i couldn't return them.
brand: the office
size: 39
never worn
prize: 100EUR (new: 89GPB) inklusive versand

if you're interested i will take better pictures, just ask.

london 003 - 2010.07.21

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following the next days i will show you some impressions of london ( i am waiting for the pictures marija took ) and some of my/our outfits.
i really love london and want to come back really soon so i have to start looking for a job as soon as possible.

pants C&A shirt new yorker shoes H&M bag primark scarf diy

would've looked better with different shoes but my feet hurt already and i wasn't in the posession of my new babies back then.

(back from) london 002

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on the right you can see my new babies - named them fred and george but now i am scared that one of them will break. bought them in a gothic shop in camden.

london 001

2010-07-23T00:13:00.004+02:00

i'm sitting at one of the hostels pc's right now and struggle with that stupid uk keyboard.

it's really really great and i want to live here some day at least for a year <3 crying="" nadine="">

still, if someone wants to meet up or has a tip for me - tell me !

ALSO
do you know where i can get black suede creepers??? i already got the fake docs i wanted in a bright red but the only thing i had on my list to begin with were those creepers !

good bye for now, see you in a week.

2010-07-20T15:34:00.002+02:00

tomorrow morning, our flight to london will take off and i bet the second we leave safe ground i will remember i forgot my toothbrush. or something else. more important. that i can't just buy there. like my money.

srsly i shouldn't have gone to sleep this morning because otherwise i already had my traveler checks but noooo stupid me has to overhear the doorbell and now i need to sit at home till 8pm and wait for the messenger. blah.

things i really really wanna buy in london are black suede creepers (♥). but if i find new white ones for little money i wouldn't say no either.
maybe i will find some cheap doc martens knock-offs. since the acne atacomas aren't even on the website anymore, i lost all hope to get them at harrods. what else? hmm. maybe a new ear piercing or hair colour. wouldn't that be nice?

but enough of that. this blog never was too text-heavy, so don't let us start now. unless you want it? tell me.

i'll miss my blog this week, i know it already.
take care my beloved readers. ♥

inspiration in (nearly) naked

2010-07-19T14:41:00.002+02:00

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sleep is commercial

2010-07-18T15:52:00.001+02:00

guess i will finally (♥) show you the pictures i took at sleep is commercial's booth at premium. but i didn't take anough to show you everything since i thought they would update their website soon. well, didn't happen yet so we have to settle with what i have.
( i took all of the pictures myself but two i took from their myspace and facebook)
i really think i found my most favourite label 'till now. just hope they continue. ♥

streetstyles

2010-07-17T01:24:00.001+02:00

i just remembered that, besides the pictrues of premium, i still have some street styles i wanted to show you !

well, here they are.

david of dandydiary

i didn't ask her name, but she worked at mbfw and i really liked her outfit and she was really really nice, too

LOVE her top!

still don't understand how she was able to wear that poncho in this heat !

give me shoes, i give you love - no, i am not prostitute

2010-07-17T00:15:00.004+02:00

new shoes i got yesterday at H&M
when i first saw them with inga i wasn't too sure about them, especially because they're white but after i saw how great they can be styled, i just had to get them.

you won't see any outfit pictures with them soon because i don't plan to wear them until after my london trip (21th july - 28th july). btw if you happen to be or live there and want to meet me, just leave me a message ! i will be there with some friends but i'm sure i can make some time. :)

just now i notice how dirty they actually look in the pictures D: but be sure, that's not the case in real life !

nearly no black

2010-07-17T00:10:00.002+02:00

just some recent buys from H&M

basics, 9,95€ | men 3€ sale

5€ sale, i dont know which section

limi & yohji yamamoto

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Limi Feu Spring 2010 Ready-to-Wear Collection

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to be honest i never made the connection between those two and never realized that she was his daugher..

please notice: this is not the complete Limi Feu Spring 2010 Ready-to-Wear Collection but just some pieces i liked. which are mostly all of them, but.. duh.
expect more from her and her likes on this blog haha
although i still have to complete my posts about fashion week.... lazy me.

and i am SO excited to visit the limi feu store in london ! ♥

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michael hastreiter

2010-07-13T02:38:00.002+02:00

i already told you that i met awesome people at fashion week this year and some of the people got introduced already and some will be soon.
one of the ones you've already seen on here is michael. at first i took a picture of his outfit because it was all black and we all know i dig that shit, 'aight? ( here, you're allowed to laugh out lout. do it ! ) but the next days i noticed i liked all of his outfits so i decided to do a little feature post about him - which is presented to you right now.

these two are my favourites !

got the second picture from anna actually because i had trouble finding him in the tent and i was under stress

patrick mohr ss10

2010-07-12T01:20:00.002+02:00

this year's show of patrick mohr was better than the last ones - at least in my opinion. simply because the desings are all something i could/would wear on the street.
actually, i loved some pieces and wouldn't say no if they lay on front of my door some day haha

perretschaad

2010-07-12T01:08:00.003+02:00

i really really (pls don't count how many times i used this word in the last days) liked perretschaad when i first saw them last fw.
this time there were two pieces i want to own and the collection on it's own was nice, too.

wiw to a 'party' friday night.

2010-07-12T00:49:00.005+02:00

ignore the stupid pose. we were all hammered really quickly so that's how this picture happened.

top tights hat H&M skirt C&A

my friends at mbfw - louisa

2010-07-11T15:42:00.001+02:00

i just met louisa at fw but i really fell for her personality and her style and despite that she is 4 years younger than me, i felt an instant connection.

it really is sad, that she lives in a different city but i want to visit her some day and she is always welcome here.
plus. me is so sad that i didn't take a picture of her outfit on saturday but i bet she or nam will upload one soon.

mbfw 09.07.10 - my outfit

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with anna

top hat H&M pants C&A shoes noname necklace bag vivienne westwood

arrondissement aq1

2010-07-11T15:15:00.003+02:00

arrondissement Aq1 really was a surprise at mbfw because i never heard about them but really really liked their designs.
a day after the show, we met the designer christina arend at premium and she is a sweet and nice girl that looks really great in her own designs.

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mbfw 08.07.10 - my outfit

2010-07-11T15:02:00.004+02:00

top blouse skirt tights H&M bag sleep is commercial belt diy shoes vagabond

marcel ostertag - my picks

2010-07-11T14:56:00.003+02:00

marcel ostertag
i didn't like the whole collection, but that's just naturally. i never like every single piece of a designer (ok, sleep is commercial is a different story haha)

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sweating to death

2010-07-10T15:23:00.004+02:00

i'm sitting here with my glasses on. not many of you may know this but at times i feel really insecure about my glasses but i can't avoid wearing them when my eyes start to act up from time to time.

so right now i am sitting at one of the provided laptops in the mbfw lounge while all my friends attend the killian kerner show. i am not a big fan of his designs so i didn't really care about getting a ticket when the others got some suddenly.

and still i can't show you any real pictures besides the ones i took yesterday at a friends laptop and the ones i took for facebook yesterday and today.

with anna

with louisa

me, sweating to death

lovely bag

2010-07-10T07:38:00.001+02:00

still can't provide you with any pictures i took from fw but i took this one just an hour ago with a friend's webcam.

that's the bag i got at sleep is commercial's booth at premium on friday and i so so so love it !

just excuses.

2010-07-09T19:54:00.003+02:00

sorry, that i amnot posting on a regular basis while fashion week, but i take all pictures on my friend's camera and will get those pictures around next week and will write all posts just then.

some are outfit-posts of mysels and my friends, some just random shots from fashion week itself and the great people i got to know and one post about a nice stylist i met at mbfw plus some reviews about fashion shows i attended.

AND ofcourse a post about premium and esp. about sleep is commercial, a brand i REALLY fell for.

MBFW day 1

2010-07-08T00:46:00.002+02:00

went to:
Marcel Ostertag
Lena Hoschek
Christina Duxa

i really liked the Marcel Ostertag show. Lena Hoschek was kinda nice too, but i liked the last collections way more. and christina duxa.. do i have to say anything? don't think so.
maybe i will post about the collection by Marcel Ostertag if i find time after fashion week.

BTW ! i met so so so many nice people, i can't even count them ! just two i was especially happy about were Kalinka and Lari, because they both read my blog and i am always happy to meet someone who actually likes what i do. that way i can think about these people when there is a moment i don't see the point in it anymore. because in the end i enjoy it and it has a reason.

part of the crew: Alice, Louisa, Nam , Mai

find me ?

anna + i LOVED his outfit

thomas

anna

at some point we had around 3 different bags and then i payed premium a visit and came home with (felt) 10kg of luggage

2010-07-06 esmod fashion show

2010-07-07T02:23:00.003+02:00

attended the esmod fashion show today with some friends.
anna, marlene, thomas (as model), adrian and some more.

i really liked some of the alumni's collections and will try to get my hands on some pictures to show you. and yeah, my english sucks today, you noticed? gonna have fuuuun in london. booh.

shirt new yorker skirt H&M bag a-lab milano shoes anarchic necklace diy
taken by anna

they're preeeeetty old. around 4-5 years now? plan to buy full black suede ones in london

she wore those awesome platue peep toes i want to buy after london and this amaaazing coat. should've asked which brand it was

and yup that's my standard-pose.

as i promised !

2010-07-03T00:39:00.003+02:00

lacevest bag primark tops H&M shorts H&M shoes deichmann

and THIS lovely thing actually is a 12mm plug. nice, huh?

btw i've been wondering since some time if i really should write down where i bought all the stuff i am wearing in my pictures like other bloggers do. should i? opinions please !

and btw since everybody's doing it, here mine and anna's schedule for the upcoming mercedes-benz fashion week:

so sorry sorry sorry

2010-06-30T01:53:00.000+02:00

i am really sorry that i am neglecting this blog so much but i was at a family gathering on the country side for some days and right now everything is crazy with prom and preperations for london.

i'll try to get back to posting regularily, i promise.

pernille from pagik

2010-06-20T22:14:00.003+02:00

those of you who read my blog for a while already may know that i post about other bloggers from time to time. AND that it happens pretty rarely (compared to others). it happens seldom that one single person amazes me enough to let me dedicate something to them

but this time, it is pernille from pagik. i even wrote her a mail, i felt like such a little fangirl but i happen to love her style so so much. may be because of the colours, may be the textures or silhouettes, i don't know.. it just happens to be this way ha ha

there is SO much more i could post but it would be easiest for you to look at her blog and become a regular reader. ♥

btw since i finished school it feels like all my english skills got lost. everytime i try to write more than a single sentence it sounds like total rubbish to me. boooh.

my look @ CSD

2010-06-20T14:44:00.004+02:00

and this was my outfit. had to chose flat shoes since we looked forward to walking and dacing for hours.

later most of us danced without shirts because it was just so fucking hot and we were sweating like hell. but it was fun anyways and i enjoyed every second of it. besides the seconds when my pain killerst stopped working. (horrible toothache)

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twin look @ CSD

2010-06-20T14:41:00.002+02:00

don't they look great? saw them at CSD last night and had to take a picture of them !

elephaaaaant.

2010-06-19T14:22:00.003+02:00

i'm the elephant i the room, stomping on all you love. but i don't care !

H&M head to toe - oh wait, shoes from monki.

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and marlene's awesome shoes:

shopping report

2010-06-18T16:09:00.003+02:00

in the last two weeks i bought more clothes than i do normally in two month.. i should save up for london instead, duh.

5€ H&M | 10€ H&M - will be nice for the family meeting i will attend next week. it's supposed to be a normal skirt i guess but i wear it high waist so it looks really nice and like a dress worn with a tanktop

7€ H&M i think. i took off the pocket in the breast | 11€ vero moda

both 15€ H&M

last day of school

2010-06-16T22:24:00.003+02:00

it wasn't really the 'last day of school' because that was already weeks ago. today they told us our grades so we know if we can graduate or not.
and hey, wil will graduate on 29th of june and the day after we will have prom

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mini sweden once again ?

2010-06-14T20:50:00.003+02:00

beim schweden.

even trying on mostly black clothes? buying winter things in summer? running straight to the sale rack at a shop?
well yep, that's me you got there.

bought - we'll see if i return it. you know me, i always have to get used to things that are not 'just' black..

bought, too. altough you can't see it really well....

something personal

2010-06-13T19:42:00.000+02:00

i don't know who of you might even be interested in this but i'd like to show you people this because i have to show you why deep down i still believe in humankind even though we do horrible things to each other.

a week ago, there was a 'postcard' posted on PostSecret and till know over 50,000 people joined the The Facebook group "Please don't jump.

"I have lived in San Francisco since I was young. I am illegal. I am not wanted here. I don't belong anywhere. This summer I plan to jump off the Golden Gate."

PLUS

"Today (Sunday) at noon hundreds are meeting on the Golden Gate Bridge to take a stand against suicide at the very place where it happens most in the world. (You're invited, look for the yellow balloons and ribbons)."

there are just things like these that make me keep my faith and cry every time i read them.

sick of being sick

2010-06-13T11:18:00.002+02:00

i may be free of all the stress that graduation was causing me but now i am missing things to do that would be worth leaving the house.
and what happens the one time that friends have time and there would be the opportunity to style up for something?
i get sick. i am sick of getting sick. it sucks. big time.

so, instead of myself i will show you some inspiration from sea of ghosts

finally free summer

2010-06-09T01:16:00.005+02:00

had my last exam for graduation today. now my summer is totally free, more clearly i am free to do what i want. for a year. gonna skip college to decide what i want first.

believe it or not, i bought a sweater today. hehehehe. take advantage of summer and buy winter stuff priced down.

btw wearing my glasses because my eye got infected again. and if you think i have a weir expression on this one, have a look here. but it looks strange full sized, indeed.

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lusting

2010-06-06T02:27:00.003+02:00

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good morning boredom

2010-06-02T12:38:00.007+02:00

changed my hairstyle

2010-05-31T22:41:00.002+02:00

btw.
so i spent my time watching the hills. and then switched to the city because i love whitney and hate kristen. and miss lauren. i did that on mtv.com but now i can't watch the second season because i do not love in the fucking u.s. i mean w-t-h? are you kiddin' me? hate that. and i can't find a site that allows me to watch the season. hate hate hate. hate mtv right now and stupid copyright bullshit.

and yeah, that's me actually without any make up or kind of real hair styling. but without glasses, whoohoo.

ESTHER PERBANDT

2010-05-31T20:56:00.002+02:00

ESTHER PERBANDT S/S 2010 WOMEN’S COLLECTION - my picks.

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someone please give me money? haha

it was just yesterday

2010-05-29T19:09:00.003+02:00

that's how i went out to meet some friends.

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inspiration of the day - 20100527

2010-05-27T18:26:00.002+02:00

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twentysevennames II

2010-05-26T11:44:00.004+02:00

i already posted about them but i just saw these pictures on fashion squad and had to share them with you.

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dom dom doooom.

2010-05-26T10:52:00.004+02:00

Inga says: you banana
Inga says: 10 days ago, your blog turned 1

dom dom doooom.
yep, it did. and i actually would like to give you guys something back but i can't think of anything. maybe i will, but nor right now. partly because i am stupid and partly because i would like to give you something awesome, but can't afford it at all. sucks. sad face.
blah bla bla.

now, imagine a completely in black dressed girl standing in the sun and taking a picture of her shadow. awkwaaaard.
did it anyways.

btw i just had my oral exam today about math. first task was all right exept for one thing and second task sucked big time. but it will be enough to pass, i guess.

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btw

2010-05-20T00:03:00.001+02:00

i will spend a week in london this summer. any tips or places i need to see or shops i need to visit?

as promised once again

2010-05-19T22:16:00.002+02:00

aaand here're the japanese designs i promised.
besides the first two pictures, those deisngs are from vivienne westwood.

vivienne westwood 2000 & christian lacroix 1990 & vivienne westwood 1986

tokio kumagai 1984

rei kawabuko 1983

martin margiela ( ouuuuh one that's not japanese. wrong folder but still great) & yohji yamamoto 1984 (love the black one)

yohji yamamoto 1998

rei kawabuko/comme de garcons 1984 ( LOVE LOVE LOVE)

if i would've lived back then

2010-05-19T22:15:00.002+02:00

today i picked up a great book from the library. it's about the history of fashion from 18th to 20th century and actually has some awesome things in it.
beside the japanese designers which i will show you in a seperated post, i want to show you some great 'vintage' pieces.

jacques doucet and anonymus, 1903

paul poiret, 1920 & 1923 (isn't it cute? looks just like a nice piece for nowadays, shortened)

felice rix 1920 ( i really really like the upper part somehow) & madeleine vionnet 1937

christian dior 1947 & jean-paul gaultier 1987

christobal balenciaga 1967 & christian dior 1956 (i wouldn't mind this for my prom)

christobal balenciaga 1961 & claire mccardell 1950 ( a bathing suite haha)

btw

2010-05-15T23:14:00.001+02:00

meet my awesome friend pia.

leave it alone

2010-05-15T23:11:00.002+02:00

yes i know my legs are pretty fat. and i know that the leggins point it out.
but i love them and i refuse to avoid wearing them. or something like that. blah.

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my bag my bag my bag

2010-05-14T22:41:00.003+02:00

my face looks horrible in this one. bet i was still thinking about a position when the photographer took it. gnaaaah.
it's from wednesday, when i went to a DIY event from Etsy with my friend Geany.

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ayways, in it you can see the bag i did at the event. it's nothing big but since i am a minimalist sometimes i just made one with my blogname and a 'n' on the upside.
they way i wrote the blogname was a little accident but i like it.

as i promised

2010-05-12T21:51:00.003+02:00

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2010-05-12

2010-05-12T15:06:00.002+02:00

picked up this amazing mesh shirt last week at H&M. finally. after more than a month of avoiding to buy it but now it finally got on sale. hah.

i try to make a real outfit picture later.

another filippa

2010-05-10T22:57:00.005+02:00

can you believe she is only 15?
girls like her make me want to be 13 again and be able to start completely over style-wise.

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hamburg.

2010-05-08T23:07:00.005+02:00

remember this post? yeah, but i do.
honestly i don't like hamburg much. i don't like the people or the city itself. blah. sorry but that's my opinion.

but i bought other shoes that those i posted about in feb.
i tried those on but i didn't really like them so i got these:

perfect hair, perfect woman

2010-05-07T15:03:00.006+02:00

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i dont have a source for this, so if you do, please tell me !

2010-05-05T22:15:00.002+02:00